Sunday, May 29, 2011

SUMMER...this puts a big smile on my face..and i need it!

I am actually very ashamed to say this, but i have had such a negative attitude lately. i have been mad, had a short temper, and tired. All of these are so not me. I have recognized this in  myself, so i know others have noticed too..
I am taking a hold of my person, and thoughts and turning them around tonight! I am so blessed and thankful. None of that changed, but i have been so depressed. My weight is the reason, i know it is. I am so ashamed of myself, i am so out of shape, so out of wind, and so ready to do something about it!
I pray i follow thru with my plans...tomorrow i will start walking. I am going to start slow. something i do not norally do. I hope to walk a little more every day. I pray i follow thru. This is going to be what brings me back to the fun, happy person i use to be!
Lord, please push me out of bed tomorrow and put that pressure on my heart to get out and walk! Thank you and i love you!
ALSO...facebook, i am kicking you to the curb! Scrapbooking..here i come. i have put facebook ahead of my scrapbooking for a long time, and i think that is part of my stress. i need to scrapbook, i want to scrapbook, and i miss it terribly!