I do not hate spiders, but this one did creep me out. I took tons of pictures of her, and in the end i did kill her. She was on the steps of my pool, and i just couldn't stand the thought!
It did get me to thinking though. No matter who we are, what we have done, what our kids do or have done, we love them. We love everything about them, or at least i do! My boys are my life....and that includes Matt, Cody, Zac, Robert and Levi. Are they perfect, NO but that is what makes me love them all so much. They each have their own personality, each are funny as ever, and they love me back. They don't tell me in words much, but i can see it in their eyes, feel it in my heart when they are with me. My family is very close, and i absolutely love that about us! I do wish they hugged me more, and said "i love you mom" more, but it wouldn't let me know they love me more. ( it would just be nice to hear it =)....)
I am not gonna leave my Mollie out though!! She is also my child, i think. Even though i am not her mom, i love her just the same. She could not have come into a family that loves her any more than ours. She is a part of us, and we feel so blessed to have her.
My heart is so full tonight. I have the best of life. I have my 5 guys, and my one daughter. ...nothing beats that! ~life is perfect~
